I LOVE BIO SPA LESSONS

bio spa. :D

i don’t know, i just can’t stand my class.
when i go to like, 3s1 or 3g3, i already feel like going crazy and making friends, being the hyper self i once was in sec 1 and 2, laughing my head off at every single stupid thing.
and i already know shermin’s friends in 3g3 despite only being to their class like, ONCE?
and when i come into my own class, bloody 3s2a, i don’t even feel like talking, i just feel like sitting in a corner to daydream about what my life would be like if only i had opted for pure geog instead.
dunno lah, it’s probably partly because i don’t share the same interests as anyone in this class.
in c1’06’07, there were people who would sing jj songs or other Chinese songs with me, i was best friends with fellow fans (yimei-jay, shermin-jiro, jiayi-SHE and her DANCEOFPASSIONXD), so i could get hyper with them and stuff. and when i got very into composing, i had jovi, tingwai to guide me, and with shermin as lyricist, i think the both of us worked together really well.
in 3s2a, they’re all english song fanatics. i mean i don’t have anything against english music, i mean i used to listen to english music a lot. but now i don’t so i can’t get high or whatever with them. and there’s no one to sing (or scream) with me in class, i don’t know lah.
anyway. i think i’m too antisocial already lah.
i don’t know. i just don’t feel like making friends in my class. i can get high in 3c1, 3s1, 3g3, but i just really cannot get hyper in 3s2a, i don’t know why.
3s2a is like, the unbonded-est class ever. which is so sad because after the yimei 2c1 incident i was hoping to get into a really lively class and all that. i mean it’s not like only i feel that this class is unbonded. i don’t know, the atmosphere’s so dead all the time. well it may be lively sometimes but only within one or two cliques.
okay i don’t know lah. :/ but i really wish i’d gone to s1 or something. or c1, but i don’t think i’d be able to cope with the schoolwork. i mean my elect geog’s much better than my pure lit, if i’d known earlier i’d probably have chosen pure geog, s1’s combination. argh, regret.

TO THE OB JMS:
ALL THE BEST FOR TODAY'S AUDITION!
we can make it de!
& make jj proud of us!!!
OB INHOUSE CONCERT!!!!!!!
QI DAI NI DE AI x3

wujiaming says i have a sweet voice! XD

xiaohaizi is like the cutest man. :D
jiaming: there’s this jamming pub.. you have to be 18 to go in.
xiaohaizi: eh i’m 18 leh!
zhoujielun: yah like, 18 in 6 years’ time eh ;D
ZHOUJIELUN!
andand we sang our audition song (qi dai ai) for jiaming. he says it’s “not bad” leh! but very not-together and off at places. Friday’s the 2^nd round of auditions, AHH D: hope we get through. which is quite impossible because stage fright made us go TOTALLY off-key during the 1^st audition, so we’ll probably go even more off-key on Friday? plus if we’re already so off-key during the audition, we’ll totally die during the concert right. D:
and omg, altogether i've taken 3 vids of XiaoHaiZi singing, but the audio quality is so terrible. :( next time i use my ACID MUSIC STUDIO, HAHA. but cannot switch on tablet in the middle of class lah, so mean to jiaming, XD
OH, AND WUJIAMING STAYS AT MARGARET DRIVE, WHICH IS LIKE SUPER NEAR CRESCENT. HAHAHA.
jan teaching mad beatboxing :D

oh and btw, if anyone watched the video of jt attempting to sleeper hole cuixiao and cuixiao trying to tickle her i uploaded 2 days ago, cuixiao spent half an hour yesterday forcing me to agree to delete the video today. so i’m keeping my promise, but oh, she didn’t say i couldn’t post the LINK up :D

haha, after 3 years in crescent, i’ve finally learnt about crescent being the ONLY SCHOOL IN THE WORLD which is a MENTOR SCHOOL for MICROSOFT. ;D
and you know like, crescent’s o level Chinese marks is SECOND in Singapore?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OHMAN SINGAPORE IS SO SCRWED D:
i think it’s the china scholars who pulled the school’s average up lah. how can CRESCENT’s Chinese be 2^ND IN SINGAPORE?!
HAHAHA.

cuixiao's perverse little secret. x)

the worst looking pic EVER D:
cuixiao and i planned to do the cme project at j.east after school.
then laogong decided to tag along to accompany me.
then yingyan decided to tag along because she had nothing better to do.
i think we were quite noisy in the library leh. yingyan laogong and i watched the first TWO minutes of a movie made quite long ago called Face Of Death. yingyan told me, to make the movie, the producer got poor people from africa, and he paid them to actually die for this show. the money would be given to their families (obviously lah, because they'd be dead already right).
anyway, it was quite sick when you realise that those corpses they zoomed into were actually really DEAD people.
and there was a scene where the doctor was cutting up this guy's body and stiching the heart, i think. then the heartbeat stopped, and if yingyan didn't tell me what she told me earlier i'd be like, oh whatever lah. but i mean, i was actually witnessing someone actually really DYING, his heart beat really stopping.
oh, the worst one was where there was a cold dead body and the guy cut it totally open, like as if he were performing an autopsy, and like, the corpse's intestines were spilling out and stuff. and the doctor took out the brain as well, and zomg, you could practically see every single organ lah.
IT WAS FREAKING GROSS. ugh.
anyway. i seriously think i should recieve full credit for the cme project. ala and huiqi didn't do a single thing, obivously (well we didn't ask them but whatever, they should have initiative too!X/), and when i asked cuixiao to do the animation for the slides after I typed everything out, she simply selected everything and set it to random animation.
-.-
ohwell. and cuixiao kept laughing like some retarded idiot (or, retardedER than she already is) for no apparent reason. and
i felt like a mother. :/

oh and laogong was attempting to sleeper-hold cuixiao, but uh, failed. and cuixiao was being her usual self and trying to scare laogong by harassing her. HOW CAN CUIXIAO HARASS MY LAOGONG IN FRONT OF ME HUH! *bash*

and this super dosen't look like her right! was an accidental shot. she dosent want me to reveal her name but uh, a bit obvious already right. XD
BTW. i think she'll kill me for posting this up, but
THE REASON CUIXIAO LIKES TO SLEEP SO MUCH IS BECAUSE SHE ALWAYS DREAMS OF GUYS WHO ARE SO SHUAI SHE ENDS UP DROOLING IN HER SLEEP. ;D


i half-laughed, screaming as she raised her hand to tickle me.
just as she was about to attack, you hugged me tight and shielded me from her hand, you pushed her hand away.
suddenly i didn't feel like screaming anymore,
because i knew that no matter what happened, as long as you were there, i'd always be protected. x3

&laughing at the playground, like little kids, when you caught me by surprise.
sometimes it's done best when it's the least expected.
“我爱你”

tard

felt quite bored after yesterday's bio test and didn't really feel like studying for e math.
(I TOTALLY REGRET NOW, I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DO LIKE HALF THE PAPER, I'M SO GOING TO F9 IT D:)
so yingyan and i went to j.east to bo liao :D
met LING and GLAD there!
then we went to take neoprints! ling and glad decided to be extra extra. tsk.

(that's half of ling's back on the right btw. XD)
reTARDed. :D

AHHHHHHHHH SHIT E MATH.
i didn't do like, four questions? i'm like so dead.
see lah, if my parents make me quit ob, e math will be the reason.
i mean, i thought my english and ss was screwed enough.

obviously not ):

but anyway.
END OF COMMON TESTS!!!!!! :D
just hope that my mum will take pity on me and decide to let me conitnue with OB lah. quite slim chance but
ARGH
nevermind ):

she wasn't called Miss Insanity for nothing :D

ling was squatting on her chair.
me: *whips out camera*
ling: oh you want to take a picture of me? okay i act blur okay! :D
ling is THE ULTIMATE.

aww, nobody bothers to read my long blog posts! D:
except cuixiao.
ohman, i know i think too much lah. CANNOT HELP IT, I TOO SMART ALREADY ;D
HAHAHAHA

ohman, after like, more than half a year of owning my stupid kodak camera, i realise it actually has BLACKANDWHITE colour function :D

i don't know lah.

i looked at her friendster profile, and was like, huh, is this the person you were talking about?
okay, if you didn’t tell me she smokes and stickes her finger up her TOOT, i would think she’s just an ordinary girl in a normal school. she really seems like an ordinary girl from her profile and blog.
and that girl in the nerdy specs, the sec 1 chubby looking girl. i mean, she actually looks like a quiet mugger. she totally dosent seem ah lian; yet she used to have a picture of a cigarette butt on her friendster profile called her “lucky cheesestick”. and both of these girls actually offered you cigarettes before?
from their pictures, they dont look like those kind of bitchy ah lians who are in some weird gang and puts on so much makeup you don’t even know their original skin colour anymore and goes “dunchh meshh wiff miie orhhx” and what, has 986478342 boyfriends per month. they look… like you and me; ordinary students.
i guess you can’t judge a book by its cover eh.
but it’s quite scary, when you look at random people on the street, and think, maybe they don’t seem as innocent as they seem. like, you see this innocent girl, a sec ONE for goodness’ sake, and you realise she smokes and hangs out with a gang at midnight?
i guess this world is really screwed eh.
it’s kind of scary already, how people screw up everything so early in their lives.
i mean, you’re only, what, thirteen. you’ve still got so much to live for, yet you’ve already destroyed so much. it’s quite scary, when you realise you’ve got nothing much to live for anymore, and it’s really pointless, wandering about life everyday without a goal.
i’ve thought countless times, how it’d be like to be in their shoes for a day.
how fun it’d be to not give a care about the world and go totally crazy, ignoring all rules and just not give a damn about anything, just for a day.
but i know i can’t, because i’ve still got hope, something to live for in my life, and if i do that, even just for one day, i will screw up. and i can’t screw up, because i’ve still got so much to live for. like, i can’t scream at miss penny ang, because that’d earn me an SO, and a parents’ letter, and i’d probably be suspended from school and i’d have so much to catch up on when i come back, and my parents will ban me from everything that’s my life – ob, jj, friends, whatever. and i’d be distraught. (plus running away from home = no pocket money.) and i can’t act rashly, because whatever i do will have an effect. i guess i’ve learnt that, from how i scold people out of a moment of anger, etc. (well i still do that, although i try hard hard not to scold nich on my blog anymore :D)
but so many people just give up, they think, it’s so much easier to ignore the rest of the world and live your own life.
but years later, these people may reflect on their life and ask themselves, why am i here, what’s my purpose on earth? and when they realise they don’t have one, except for to get by everyday living a carefree but aimless life, it could get quite depressing couldn’t it?
i wouldn’t know, i’m not them. but i’ve been through really low points – when i just gave up on friendship and decided to become a loner because that was much easier. i really didn’t care about friends anymore, because i felt it was so troublesome, having to go through so many emotions all the time. i guess it’s a little like their case, except for them, they think life’s too stressful, so why bother? i withdrew myself from everyone else, not giving a damn. but deep inside, i wished i could just start all over again.
i don’t know, i just think it’s a little depressing to not have a life purpose anymore.
after all, God gave us life, we’d better cherish it and make the best out of it, to show Him we’re thankful, that we’ve treasured His gift to us, not screw it up and tell Him you don’t give a damn, that it’s pointless.

:/

btw, i'm not saying all teens who smoke and masturbate lead screwed lives. i'm giving examples.
well i guess it's just everyone's different perceptions of "screwed" lah. :/
NVM. as usual, i don't know what i'm talking about.

I LOVE SARAH'S HOUSE

went to sarah's house for dinner!
omg, i havent gone there since i was 12 i think. to think i used to come here for sleepovers so often in the past. ):
it's been three years since i last came here, yet everything looks the same. the hand wash is still the nice sand kind, and i still can't seem to flush the toilet -.-
and PENTO, the dog that made me fall in love with goldenretrievers!x3
had a cool dinner - mashed potatoes, some weird corn mushy thing, and lamb!
"guess who's very sad! mary! because she had a little lamb! :D"
and sarah's room walls are blue now. (they used to be pink.) and she still has the lipgloss, box of nail polish and body glitter thing i remember playing with when i was TEN! omg, sarah, i think some of those are like way expired already. XP
and she still learns the violin (grade 7 :O)! mark and i tried to play with it and it sounded atrocious. don't know how these violinists can do it. so cool man XD
and we played with sarah's Mac Photo-something function. damn cool :D





and my brother got addicted to the mirror function. my brother's the ultimate, man. XD





快乐天使的眼泪
i know i promised not to talk about this anymore, but i really have to say this.
sumay, some people are just too egoistic, clouded by hatred, self-centered, too full of themselves to think properly. but when there are people like that out there, there are also those who do care. i do sympathize with you - family problems were enough, but coupled with friendship problems that came from a relationship problem, i guess there's only so much one can take before she explodes.
but there are people who care for you, this world isn't just divided into black and white - those on nich's side and those on yours. things go deeper than that. nobody knows both sides of the story, we can't read each others' minds. so don't let what those who were brainwashed by a self-pitying kid affect you, okay? and seriously, i can't afford to lose a friend like you, so don't think about doing something like that, don't act so rash okay? (: i'll be there.
and nich, perhaps you should have realised by now that your relationship only lasted one and a half months, and for goodness' sake, it's been four months since you guys broke up. i think it's time to wake up now, it's okay to dwell on self-pity but your self-pity period seems to be a little too long, for goodness' sake, it's not even like you guys had what, a three-year relationship, and then she broke up with you because she was two-timing you know. she got together with kai like, four whole months after your 42-day relationship. really, i know you feel hurt, but to feel this hurt is a little childishly dramatic right?
i should stop here, because i promised i wouldn't say more.
nich, i hope you realise that just because noone's scolding you back on your blog isn't because noone's on sumay's side, but because those on sumay's side want peace not war. fighting isn't going to do any good; after all, in the end, the problem's only between the both of you.
-.-

(:

i love ob too much,

i totally have no faith in my test results.
they’re all so hard and like if i don’t get As my parents will blow up.
like,
i’ve totally screwed up english and social studies and elect geog, and i like, had so much hope in geog because i think i did rather well in the previous test. but i screwed it up totally this time.
and i was thinking, aiyah nevermind lah, maybe my bio will be better because i topped the class in bio (with jiamin) the previous time. and now miss poh says bio is going to be damn hard.
and i totally don’t get enzymes at all. i mean i still don’t know anything about what, pepsin and amylase and catalase and whatever. and whatever she teaches about enzymes, i just can’t take it in, i don’t know why. i’m like so dead. i’m really dead.
and what’s left is a math (which i totally can’t do), e math (which mrs heng says is damn hard) and bio (which miss poh says is damn hard).
and if i don’t get at least 3As, or if i get below 60 for anything, my parents will totally slaughter me.
i mean it’s no use trying to explain to them that the paper was really hard or anything.
“if the teachers set the paper means they’ve taught you about it before, which means you should know it! so you should know how to do everything! learn to apply what you’ve learnt! and stop slacking! still talk on the phone lah! go msn lah! go ob lah!”
and they obviously won’t let me carry on with ob anymore.
I SERIOUSLY WANT TO CONTINUE OB.

i mean, i look forward to every wednesday because of ob. i don’t know lah, i just really love ob, for some reason. it’s like a dream come true for me to join ob, even if it’s just, what, beginners’ vocal course. i just really dream to do something, anything, related to music, and school has never been able to achieve that dream for me, obviously. i feel so dead in school, but i don’t know, music brings me back to life i guess. i know it sounds really stupid and everything, i mean all i’m joining is the beginners’ course, but i really really really love ob and i super don’t want to have to stop after the BEGINNERS’ course for goodness’ sake.

and just because of my common test results.
ARGH STUPID COMMON TEST! why does it have to be so HARD?!
okay maybe i’m just stupid. but whatever, i mean ob seriously dosen’t affect my results okay!
“you keep going for ob, it affects your study time you know.”
LIKE HELLO, OB IS LIKE TWO HOURS A WEEK?!!!?!?!?!?!?!
and even if there wasn’t any ob, i don’t think i’d study at all anyway.
ARGH
pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed.
and i seriously don’t want my parents to make me quit ob. i seriously seriously seriously cannot cannot cannot stop ob.
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH

D:

yingyan, the ultimate gay

went home with jessie and yingyan, and annie was telling me how touching and sad PS. I Love You was and how i should go watch it because she wants the show to make a lot of money. o.o
at the platform we met jollin amanda andrea another girl and z**y. *ta-dahhhh* and when we went into the train yingyan couldn't stand being near zoey and she pulled me to a carriage damn damn far away. and i was scolding her because i couldn't talk to my other friends anymore and she was like "no i don't want z**y to see me!!! my hair so shit today leh! omggg!!! my heart was beating so fast you know!!!" and she started telling me about how she asked z**y out for lunch during the march holidays and how she was totally going to die because she was afraid z**y would think she's damn lame (actually, i agree.)
then jessie came over to us and we both started laughing at yingyan because she was being so crazy over z**y. tsktsk. and we threatened to send z**y this photo of her in my car with a lot of textbooks and the paper speech bubble sign "I LOVE STUDYING!" (i posted it somewhere in my blog before. scroll down/archives? XD)
HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

saw this lesbian couple in the mrt. as in, seriously les, not the butt-smacking act-les retards in my school. XD super happy. (: whee!

anyway. took 243G home with yingyan and jessie. hmm, 243W's much faster, but decided to take a different route home lor.
had quite an.. enlightening chat with jessie. (: and yingyan kept being so anti climax and shouting retarded stuff like "eh you got white hair!" and "omg quite funny leh" when jessie was telling us her emo story. TSK.
anyway. happy now (: thanks jessie! even if you don't think you did anything. haha.
and now because of yingyan i'm in no mood to study anymore. DIE.
see lah, all yingyan's fault if i fail my papers and my mum makes me quit ob!
D:


L CHANGE THE WORLD IS SHOWING ALREADY ZOMG!!!
but i want to watch ps i love you now. see lah, annie's fault! XD shall go and watch after common test, okay laogong? :D

STUPID cuixiao.

remember the OB in-house concert audition i said we totally screwed?

WE MADE IT IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

and then we all started screaming and hugging each other in ecstacy. and we decided to record our singing with acid music studio (my tablet) and see how it was like. then..

*cold cold silence*

laogong: uh, why the heck did they choose us?!?!

i agree man. the judges were sooo deaf. either that or everyone else was even worse than us (which is quite impossible). i think they're just deaf lah.

i love deaf judges :DDDDDDDDD

and i really think i'm going to screw english test! HOWHOWHOWHOW!!!!!!

i seriously totally screwed it. and the word limit for the summary was 150 and i wrote 237 words for the draft can. so i frantically canceled out thousands of points D:

I SERIOUSLY CANNOT FAIL A SINGLE EXAM OKAY!

because my mum will be outraged and make me quit OB.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT TO QUIT OB!

I REALLY REALLY MUST GET AT LEAST 60+ FOR ALL SUBJECTS!

I REALLY REALLY MUST GET AT LEAST 3 AS!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

and now that my parents have let me go for jj's QI DAI NI DE AI SINGLE RELEASE on sunday, they want me to study even harder and score even better so they won't like, regret letting me go for this.

OMG, i seriously don't want to leave ob.

I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO LEAVE OB.

SOMEBODY HELP ME.

):

nerds ;D

met up with laogong to go j.east library to STUDY :D
but i met jovi and audrey and later ling came along because her council meeting ended and she was feeling bored. :D
so obviously we didn't study at all.
whoops :P


:D
(:


my mum says she may let me continue ob after the beginners' course (if i pass the exam) if my common test results are "satisfactory".
ohman, i have a terrible hunch.
why dosen't she want to take my marks from the class test instead huh. i didn't fail any leh. but i've a feeling i will fail the common tests. :/
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



"确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你"
- Leehom's 唯一

ohman, i find the lyrics damn sad leh! especially the 独自对着电话说我爱你 part. like, you put the receiver to your ear and pretend your ex is on the line, and you're telling her you love her. but noone will answer.
D:

laogong, cannot do that to me kayyyyyy :P

scientists :D

i'm obsessed with the safety goggles at the lab. :D






(click on pic for clearer vers.)
"what's wrong with it? it shows my love for maths!" - Mr Choy Chee Chong

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

according to janice, those at oasis café on sat saw JJ.
HE WALKED INTO THE CAFÉ AND TALKED TO THEM AND AUTOGRAPHED THEIR STUFF.
AND
LAOGONG AND I WERE THERE,
AND WHEN WE LEFT
JJ WALKED RIGHT PAST LAOGONG AND WE DIDN’T EVEN KNOW?!?!
WTHHHHHHH
WE WALKED RIGHT PAST JJ
AND DIDN’T NOTICE!

HELLO,
JJ WALKED PAST US
AND WE DIDN’T EVEN KNOW!

OMG!
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG

suddenly i don’t feel like being optimistic anymore.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY DIDN’T SOPHIE CALL OUT TO US HUH!
ARGHHH

to a girl i never knew.

yixin. i really like names that have the word “xin” inside, for some reason. O.o

she was from 2E1, guang yang sec school, laogong’s classmate. apparently she was a very cheerful girl, quite popular. but sometime in feburary she started becoming super emo, cried a lot, and no one knew why because before she could tell anyone why she’d just start bawling. some people just didn’t care about her anymore but her best friends comforted her even though they didn’t know why she was so upset.
sometime last week, during recess time laogong was sitting at the lockers, and yixin sat beside her. laogong was quite shocked, because she wasn’t close to yixin, and didn’t really know what to say, so the both of them had quite a silent half an hour. but at the end of recess, yixin unexpectedly reached over and hugged laogong. laogong was quite shocked, haha, but anyway the point is according to yixin’s friends, she was very grateful to laogong.
sometimes, when we’re feeling down, we just need someone beside us, who lets us know that someone cares, that someone is willing to just be there for us even if you don’t feel like or don’t trust her enough to tell our problems to. (:
anyway, later on, yixin’s friends told laogong that yixin wanted to tell her that she just found out she had second-stage leukemia and she was hospitalised, to be released on Tuesday. but noone in the class knew anything about it yet, yixin asked them not to tell.
so laogong went to visit her today in the hospital in the afternoon.
and later in the evening today, yixin’s friend called laogong to tell her that yixin had died in a car accident.
yixin died in a car accident today.

okay, 3 of my grandparents have died already, but i was never close to them, so i don’t really know anyone close to me who’ve died before. but really, it’s quite freaky, how you realise someone who’s beside you right now may not be able to see you again ever.
i mean we all think, duh whatever, it’s never going to happen to me or anyone around me. but death is so… real. i can’t imagine imagine not being able to see my friend EVER again.
sumay sarah laogong janice maddie celeste amelia shermin lingling nadine mr ho jessie, whoever. it’s just weird lah.
:/ nevermind.
it’s quite scary, how vulnerable life is eh? all you’ve worked so hard for, everything, gone in a second. i think the scary thing about death is how it’s so unpredictable, it may happen anytime, you don’t really have much time to prepare and stuff. yixin knew she was going to die, but she didn’t even expect it so soon, and she was already dwelling in misery, i don’t think she really enjoyed the last few days of her life.
i guess it’s really important that we cherish each day of our lives and live every day to the fullest. i realise how lucky i am and everything, when i pray each night before i go to sleep and thank Him for everything - that i’ve got great friends, people who care for me, people who help me with my qian fan although i keep screaming half the time, friends who trust me, friends i can trust, someone who loves me, that i’ve got jj, i’ve got music, i’ve got something to live for, that i don’t have financial difficulties, that i’m not some smoking-hokkien-vulgarities-spouting-exam-failing ah lian, that i’ve got my tablet pc, that i haven’t failed a single test since the start of the year, that miss joanna lim is such a caring teacher, that i return home safely every single day. even if something terrible happened that day, i realise there’s always a positive outcome to everything.
i guess i’m really thankful that i can be optimistic when i want to, too.
so anyway.
cherish life (:

laogong i miss you ))))):

met up with laogong on saturday after piano to go to MANGAOASISCAFE to collect the jjfc postcard!
i love the guy at the cafe. he can actually remember that he asked us to come last week! he was like" yeahhhh! *high-five* you came! :D" plus the last last time we went he could still recognise laogong, although the last time we went there before that was like, last YEAR. and he always remembers we're JJfans :D he's very sociable lah, and had a pro memory. XD
anyway, tried new stuff today, i had a chocolate tart and laogong had a tiramisu tart. and we shared some designer steamer thing. it's a nice blue :D but it tastes orange-y. haha.



and nich can write lyrics seh!
"这是我们的爱，
简单又精彩。
但在一瞬间就
变得那么空白"
!!!!



haha. the weird food thingy is so cute right! thanks sherm!
and thanks daoxin and yenler and kelly and everyone else!